I FOR U

How I lived my life for you
Still you’d turn away
Now as I die for you
My flesh still burns as I breathe your name
I pushed in that last bit of crack into me
All I could think after that was your game
Did I deserve it??? Answer me???

All these years…I thought I was wrong
Now…Now I know it was you…..
Why did I blame myself for something that you did
No answers!!!
Raise you head, raise your face…raise your eyes
Your eyes are ones I wanna look into
Tell me who you think you are, who?....u make me sick!!!

Wont you hold me again
You just laughed, ha ha… bitch!!
My whole life is work built on the past…the past with you and me baby
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing also passed away.

I talked to the gods, asking them to explain
Is this the virtual reality…She shattered my soul
Just to perish away???
I asked you to explain…u said nothin
Neither did she….who brought me to my knees

There is a better place for me
But its far…far away!!!
Everlasting life for me
In a perfect world
But I gotta die first,
Please God send me on my way