THE BLACK RIVER

Im getting pulled into the black river...the river of sorrow... the asylum that spares none

filled with wetness, wet visions of detest…havoc...blown

Drop by drop...inch by inch I am pulled into the swallow core filled with atrocities that are tearing me apart
unseen and unheard, visions are bedazzled by gloomy desolation
keen…yet not to be seen...under the morning light of isolation

I Cried... I screamed...I yelled….I died…….still I tried….
Disdained humans stay behind...in memories of bygone
Getting pulled into the black river...river bred by fear, pain, misery and DEATH

I am getting pulled into the black river...the river of sorrow... the asylum that spares none

filled with sadness, cryptic…but hope is alive...FUCK!!!

i wish i could die!!!

Somehow I wish I could fly
Somehow the aftermath could lay unseen...
In my shades of dreams...I cant free my features
I still feel bound...so unfound...so unwanted...to the day!!!
Oh I just don’t, I just can’t...know foresee the end ...This unending pursuit of charisma...that leads the way!!!

The riverbed filled with illusions called flowers and petals…
Drenched pain in hollow skies, haunting and taunting bird that never cares....but flies!!!

Somehow I wish I could fly... Somehow I wish I could never shy
Shy away from the shaded dreams...Fly free to touch my own sky
The lustful bird could only flee...my illusions of this mystical realm!!! To get me some meaning to this life.....to fade me away...so that I could peacefully die!!!

I FOR U

How I lived my life for you
Still you’d turn away
Now as I die for you
My flesh still burns as I breathe your name
I pushed in that last bit of crack into me
All I could think after that was your game
Did I deserve it??? Answer me???

All these years…I thought I was wrong
Now…Now I know it was you…..
Why did I blame myself for something that you did
No answers!!!
Raise you head, raise your face…raise your eyes
Your eyes are ones I wanna look into
Tell me who you think you are, who?....u make me sick!!!

Wont you hold me again
You just laughed, ha ha… bitch!!
My whole life is work built on the past…the past with you and me baby
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing also passed away.

I talked to the gods, asking them to explain
Is this the virtual reality…She shattered my soul
Just to perish away???
I asked you to explain…u said nothin
Neither did she….who brought me to my knees

There is a better place for me
But its far…far away!!!
Everlasting life for me
In a perfect world
But I gotta die first,
Please God send me on my way

IF ITS LOVE

Why do I remember you…every hour
Is this because I see you with me not too far??
I am tired of sleepless nights thinking of YOU & ME
But still I don’t have a clue, if its love or a Psyche

If its love…..why don’t I know??
If its love…..why does’nt it grow??
If its love …..why don’t you tell me??
If its love…..are YOU & ME ment to be………..Together!!!

Why am I scared… telling you, that its all you that means to me
Its because my LOVE for you is true….and all I ever wanna be left with is my SOUL and YOU.

If its love ….what should I do??
If its love….would you let me love you??
If its love….would you listen to me??
If its love ….i wanna be with you and feel free!!!

Why am I thinking….??!!! That I should tell you…
what you deserve to listen from me…..SO BABY…
Here I am…in front of you….to tell you that “I LOVE YOU”
And this is what satisfies me!!!

If its love…..It will let you know!!
If its love….its has to grow!!
If its love…..its hard to believe!!
If its love…it’ll bring you PEACE!!